“Your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ‘This is
the way, walk in it.’" The words were originally Isaiah’s (Isaiah 30:21), and I
was pretty sure I’d just heard them said to me: “This is the way, Julie. Walk.”
I’ll admit –I’ve never been into exercising. I didn’t excel
at sports as a kid, and I was a dance disaster.
I worked during high school and college and used the excuse
that I was too busy to exercise. And when kids came along, well, I was even
busier as a homeschooling Mommy to four children and wife of a Navy
entomologist.
But when one of those little ones came home with an engagement ring, I decided the only way to fit into the dress I wanted to wear to the wedding and to get healthy enough to keep up with future grandchildren was to initiate a daily walking routine.
But I don't want to walk!
“But I don’t want to walk,” I argued with myself. “Walking
will take up too much of my day. Walking is boring. I don’t have the energy to
walk every day. Summers in south-Georgia are too hot for walking. The bugs are
terrible. I don’t like the cold.”
The argument took place just outside my old homeplace – a
dilapidated farmhouse a stone’s throw from the double-wide trailer that my mom
lived in. My dad was no longer living, so my children took turns cutting the
grass on the property.
I often accompanied the grass-cutter to remove sticks and
debris from the yard, and I glanced at the old house – the only home I’d known
before marrying my high school and college sweetheart.
Where my walk began...
The front porch, sagging and groaning from the weight of the tin roof and years of disrepair, brought to mind the endless hours I’d spent swinging to and fro. Something about the front porch, even as a child, made me feel close to God.
The front porch, sagging and groaning from the weight of the tin roof and years of disrepair, brought to mind the endless hours I’d spent swinging to and fro. Something about the front porch, even as a child, made me feel close to God.
I treasured that closeness in my own home, the one I shared
with my husband and four children after David retired from the Navy and we
settled back in our hometown of Statesboro, Georgia. The front porch swing
beckoned me to meet with God, to share my thoughts and requests and praises and
ponderings.
I could walk and pray
instead of swing and pray.
Where had that thought come from?
I knew I needed to lose a host of pounds to get back to a
sensible weight for my height, and, with the medical problems that my dad
experienced and quite possibly passed along to us children, I also recognized
the need for a healthier lifestyle – exercise and a better diet.
I can do this. I can walk and pray. I can get healthier before the
wedding and use the time to talk to God, to listen to God.
I’m kinda like that old porch, God – I’m sagging and
groaning and in need of some repair, physically and spiritually. We can do this;
can’t we God? We can do this together. Whether I turn to the right or to the
left on my journey, I know you’ll be with me, for you promised that to me in the
first part of Isaiah 30:21.
Okay, God. I’m lacing up my sneakers.
LET'S GO FOR A WALK!
LET'S GO FOR A WALK!
Julie, I love this verse...and had not concentrated on it as a stand alone until reading your devotion, ironically after I sent an email to a friend about praying for a new direction. The symbolism of the old farmhouse was so fitting. Blessed by your writing. -Lori Mallard
ReplyDelete(Okay, my sweet friend, Lori. You'll have to forgive me - because this was my inaugural posting as a blogger - I didn't have the 'smarts' to know when I had a comment!! Please forgive me for not responding to your kind words! You are such an incredible encourager - as I've shared with you before - and you always always bless me with your words about my writing! Thank you for sharing, and I'll look forward to the next time our paths cross in ways beyond the cyber world!!! In fact, you'd think that would happen more often, since we're in the same town, huh? Blessings to you and yours!)
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